Elder Park is Melting in the Dark
Pradip
Jadeja killed his children in Elder Park.
For
some fuck-knows-why reason he took them, hand in hand, all the way down to the
playground at the Clyde Tunnel end of the park and he killed them there, among
the swings.
Not
with a gentle pillow, not with the drifting bliss of narcotics, not with a mad
twist of his steering wheel into the eternal embrace of a Douglas Fir.
But,
instead, with a knife.
Bloody,
visceral, and public, he killed them where everybody could see, even although
none of them wanted to, men, women and children.
No,
Pradip Jadeja killed his children in Elder Park.
Both
of them.
And
when the police went back to his tenement flat overlooking the park, they found
he’d killed his wife, too.
Of
course, naturally.
With
the same ten-inch blade he used to kill his children. And he didn’t bother to
wipe it, witnesses said.
No,
he led his two children through Elder Park to the chutes and roundabouts where
they died, carrying a huge fucking bloody blade in his hand.
How
do I know? How does anybody know? Because the witnesses said so.
The
witnesses who watched a man grasping a
bloody knife and leading children by the hand.
The
witnesses who noticed enough to remark – later
- on what they saw, but who never thought to intervene.
Who
failed to prevent the murder of two children under the age of seven, butchered
beneath a darkening evening sky in Glasgow G51 by their loving father.
But,
listen…some of that story isn’t true. How much? Some…plenty…most…I don’t know. I don’t know, because I wasn’t there and
because “witnesses” are the worst kind of evidence upon which you could ever
choose to base any conclusions. Witnesses lie, they forget, they invent, they
rationalise, they concur. They will tell you what they thought they saw, what they wanted
to see, and what they think you want
them to tell you they saw.
If
ever you hear the words “I saw it with my own eyes” tumble from the lips of a
member of the general public, assume whatever they are saying is garbage. If
you do make that assumption, you’ll be right more than half the time – which
immediately makes you more reliable than most “witnesses”.
So,
all I know about Pradip Jadeja and the death of his children in Elder Park, I
read in the papers or I heard at the other end of a phone. And then again, it
was because of the phone calls that I read the papers. The papers...they take
what witnesses say and add their own gloss, their own slant, their own...lies.
And
it didn’t - couldn’t – concern me anyway, because I was four hundred miles
away. I wasn’t in Glasgow at all. Instead, I was ambling across Blackfriars
Bridge, trying to figure out how that new station worked, the one that was on both sides of the Thames, when Tommy Mac
called.
“’How
ye doin’, Stevie?”
“I’m
good, jist admiring some architecture here…well, actually, it’s a train station
on a bridge across the river, so mibbe it’s more a question of engineering than
architecture. Anyhow, shouldn’t you be educating Scotland’s future about now?”
“That’s
a job for lesser men and women. This time of day, people like me are doing
management. Put some quotation marks round that, if you like.”
“Which
includes this phone call to me?”
“It
seems to. Thought I’d give you a bell and see if you’ve had enough of London
yet.”
“Samuel
Johnson said…”
“…I
know what he said – what does Stevie McCabe say?”
“Well,
I’m still here. That’s the non-breakin’ news today. Am I missing much while I’m
away?”
“Uh…everybody’s,
you know…the same…the weather’s amazin’, though. The weather, you believe it? This heat, never known anything like
it. Everybody was like lobsters for a few days, now they’re like walnuts. Canny
get a breath, even at night. Hotter than Casablanca, they said on the
news…talkin’ about the news, did ye see that thing there, those murders?
Terrible thing over your old patch last night. This taxi driver killed his
kids, right there in Elder Park. Two or three of ‘em, stabbed them on the
swings, a sword or somethin’.”
“Jesus.
Bastard. Gettin’ back at his wife for some reason, usually, that type of thing.
If I can’t have them, nobody will. They divorced, him and the mother? A certain
kinna guy just…”
“Dunno.
I jist heard it on the TV, and people are talkin’, y’know? Like you’d expect.
How could anybody do that, and so on. Shockin’ thing – is it not on the
national news?”
“Might
be, haveny seen it...but I must admit, news isn’t the first thing on my mind
these days.”
“Whit?
Not even the Daily Banner?”
“Ouch,
Tommy, that hurt, but I guess I asked for it. Or did I? Anyway, sure, I’m still
spending the Daily Banner’s blood money. It keeps me from havin’ to do anything
as tedious as actually work. For now, anyway.”
“So…
you thinkin’ seriously that you might actually stay in London – you gettin’ on
okay with your mate?”
“Ronnie
is bein’ very good to me, but I’m cramping his style. It’s fine the now,
but…dunno. He could get me a job, probably, if I wanted it, workin’ for the
bank he’s at. Dunno if I want that, or not. An actual job...hmm. Depends on a
lot of things.”
“Doesn’t
everything? You talked to Bernie?”
“Talked?
Eh…”
“Simple
enough question.”
“You’d
think. Yeah, I phoned her, twice, so we talked.”
“How
is she? About you, I mean.”
“She’s
the way you think Bernie’d be. She’s angry…no, that’s not right…more like she was angry, now she’s disappointed. Like
when somebody lets you down, and you knew it was comn’, but it happened anyway.
Disappointed like that. But she’s…fair. I think that’s the word. She’s not slow
to stick the knife in, you give her the chance, but what can I say? She’s
right, that’s fair.”
“And
ye’re not down there makin’ matters worse, with that woman from your TV show?”
“Worse?
Christ, Tommy, Sarah is just a friend.”
“Whoa
there, where did that word come from, ‘friend’? Sounded just wrong in that
sentence, Stevie, like you’d said ‘anvil’, or ‘stickleback’. Or worse.”
“Well,
Tommy, it’s a weird fuckin’ day in old London town when it’s you givin’ me relationship advice. I think you need to get back to your
management, in quotation marks, or telling 5C about covalent pair bonds.”
“Fair
enough – just let me know what address to send your wedding invitation to.”
And
he was gone before I could ask “what wedding”? I knew anyway, it would be Tommy
and Veronica, who else? And I guessed that they would be inviting Bernie as
well as me.
Still,
he had planted a seed in my mind, so I made my rounds of the news sources of
the world wide web and after an hour I was better informed than Tommy about the
bloody murders in Elder Park. Elder Park, Govan’s dear green space, every inch
of its northern perimeter staring down a huge brick-and-steel industrial mass
of what had once been the shipyards that built the world’s fleets but was
now…what? I don’t know. Nothing, probably. Reading the words on the screen
stirred some memories, prompted some thoughts, provoked some doubts…
And
so, Pradip Jadeja and his tragic family crept their way into my life, not as
experience, but as drama, a tale told by another, who was himself playing the
tribal historian and adding his own layers to the “truth”. Still and all, lies
and their bastard offspring are…were…my
stock-in-trade
But
me, I’m in London. What do I care?
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